Trapped

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

12:08 AM

 

I feel so trapped. So alone.

I don't have my cell phone. I was an idiot and left it at work. Now I'm stuck at home; without a car, without a cell phone, and without decent internet connection.

I asked Paul the other day what it would be like to have to go without all of that, he replied that he thought it would be ok. He; coming from the perspective of being in Europe without a cell phone etc. The only difference being however, that he didn't realize and take into account, that he had money and he was set to be there for only a certain amount of time and that he knew what he was getting into. I, on the other hand, am stuck. This is my home, I have very little money, I have no car, there is no other place to live, and I have no other means of staying in touch with the people who matter to me except through those means. So. Without internet and phone: I feel cut off. Alone.

Oh yeah, and did I mention that all three are vital ways of my being able to get to work?